John and I were recently prayed over by a pastor who has been given
the gift of healing. He has traveled the world and allowed The Lord to
work miracles through this gift. Blind eyes have seen, crippled legs
have walked, deaf ears have heard...and much much more.
Our
meeting with him was casual and comfortable. It felt very Spirit-led as
he prayed for healing in each of our bodies. He asked for my legs to
work again...for Johns pancreas to regain function...even for the metal
in my back to be dissolved. Crazy? Not according to the Bible.
Scripture
is full of miraculous healings performed by Jesus as well as his
followers. If we are followers of Jesus, what restricts us from being
blessed through the Spirit with this ability?
Since
the prayer session, John and I have continued to pray into the healing
process. No, I did not just stand up and walk out of my wheelchair...no,
John didn't feel his pancreas kick in and take action immediately.
Although it can work that way, healing can also take time and patience.
And
really when I think about it, healing can take so many different forms.
When physical ailments are at the forefront, that's what we ask God to
heal. But is that really what needs healing the most?
In
scripture The Lord often announces healing by saying " your sins are
forgiven". Internal healing of our souls and hearts through an
understanding of forgiveness and grace seems to be what is most
important in the Lord's eyes. Outward healing of ailments shows his
power and glory to the earth...but inward healing is of great value as
well.
In this season, we want to trust that The
Lord is healing John and I according to his will. Whether inward,
outward, or both...God is taking care of us and healing what needs it
most. So if I don't walk, or if John's pancreas still doesn't work, we
are still in the hands of a great God who is binding up our hearts and
souls as we learn how to live this new kind of life.
We
serve and give glory to the ultimate healer. Please pray that his will
would be continually carried out in John and my body and soul so that He
is glorified above all.
"And behold, some people brought to him a paralytic, lying on a bed. And when Jesus saw their faith, he said to the paralytic, 'Take heart, my son; your sins are forgiven.'" Matt 9:2
Love,
Kaitlin